Saturday, June 20, 2009

like a ton of bricks




i've been waiting for this.

it has just hit me and it's hitting me hard...
my husband is gone, and i will be sleeping without him next to me for a very long time.

i hurt.

6 comments:

Noel said...

i hurt for you too Shay shay. I love you.

jennifer said...

that is so wrenching shay bay. hopefully, like everything else, it will get easier with time.

Christina said...

I am so sorry sweetie. I can't even imagine. You're so very brave!!! Hugs!

Amanda and Steve said...

Whenever Steve has been out of town, I miss sleeping next to him in our bed more than I thought I would. I thought wives who said that were a little bit too attached and sappy but that's me now!

Kelly said...

I'm so sorry. You are strong though. You will get through this Shay. Love you!

Variable said...

Shay all I can say is we all go through this feeling of loneliness, and having our once full bed half empty, it is so hard, but you will get through it. But it does hurt! Too much!